THANK YOU
If I were not concentrating on ecological recipies that can save our biological planet, including through humanity's toxic culture, that could be what kills us all, and a way to pull the best of us out of the fire and get to running in a bright spirit-full fashion, I would be killing people.
I know all their names, I have seen myself chopping them into small pieces, spraying blood and brain, and organ and skeletal tissue in all directions thousands more times than I would ever want to.
If I had not experienced this insane loss of my 9-year-old child who could stop crawling all over me, and asking me to come pick her up and go out to play.... to kidnapping, and this desire to torture for years, kill, and kick around the heads for years after on the soccer field - and then concentrate instead on the polar opposite level of solutions for my real Mother - Nature I would not be expertiencing the real feeling of the Pheonix change I am now.
I am telling you a crazy truth. I have never wanted to kill anyone before this happened, other than my own biological mother. I remember being 14 and plotting the whole thing. My mother was one of the most heinous child abusers I have ever heard of, yet my child thinks she is wonderful. She went on a special mission in my adult life to help kidnap my child with my child's mother - both Amber Heards.
The heard. Some call them NPC's. but Richard Grannon, Kia Karlberg and I know exactly what they are. NPD's - Narcissistic Personality Disorders - soullessness.
One of them killed my biological father, who, until I provided DNA to his murder investigation, we all thought was my uncle.
No one will ever know how deep this Jerry Springer show goes.
All I have tried to do is stay away from these people meet the best in life, and for me that was in the plant and animal kingdom ultimately. These people still chase and stalk me and everyone I know, spreading lies and hate - my little cousin made a video game so I can kill them daily and don't go to Jail.
While I try to help others with spiritual attacks, the pain of PTSD and child loss, and the loss of certain abilities, and the gaining of others, and not just save but improve the ecosystem it looks like I will be dealing with the new stalker and hater campaigner - my daughter. Responding to the lies with a campaign of the truth - it didn't work. I believe in the truth still. I see the extreme level of witchcraft and deception being continuously deployed, and I almost just want to keep telling the truth to cause them to lie even more further dooming their souls.
Over a long enough timeline, we are all getting what we deserve. The smart ones of us with soul and smarts will start paying the karmic coffers, and the rest will continue in the HEARD.
I will continue to tell the truth, I will be louder than the lie, I will be brighter than the darkness, I will be stronger, smarter, and more diligent. I will go to war with this lie. I will slaughter the reputations of those who try to tarnish my great name with the truth. I am one of the most honest caring ,and loving people there is, and anyone who knows me will tell you that.
But child abusers. I have hated those my whole life.
Everyone who know me also knows all these people are no match for me not even close.
They are all small little ants in the palm of my hand and they don't even know it.
Thanks mom, thanks kid's mom,
Never thought that
PHEONIX RISING was out of shit like this.
Never thought I would reach new heights of power, and the FEELING OF GREATNESS, I CAN FEEL!
There is a light at the end of the tunnel my friends, unlike you ever would have imagined though.....
Get there!!!:
BE STRONG, DO THE RIGHT THINGS, TELL THE TRUTH, STAY IN PRAYER.
THANK YOU
--- A GLORIOUS STAGE FOR ME, smile now is over and cry later starts for them as they degrade into even more disgustinmg human beings, FACING THE TRUTH AND CONTINUING TO LIVE THE LIE
I don't even have to do anything and I won't.
They will never stop the PHEONIX TRANFORMATION NOW EITHER.
Go ahead, CALL ME CRAZY!!!!!!
While you play victim, and tell lies, and play victim and tell lies, and play victim and tell lies, all while stalking, hacking, threatening, bullying, and wishing harm upon an innocent loving Dad who lost his child - and according to these same people, lost his mind. They harass a CRAZY PERSON.
EGO = EDGING GOD OUT
I wanted to try to expose the truth, but now that I see doing that is successfull only to weaponize you further, I simply must say. Your dead to me. For me all of this is over. You can continue to stalk me, hack me, tell lies about me, do smear cases on me and hate me. But I simply don't recognize your existence anymore. So I am dead to you, too. at this point, I hope you can just forget about me and move on strong. You were programmed by your abuser to think its they are your hero you have Elizabeth Smart Syndrome. I will just say "your right, I need help, so I am going to go get that."
I have not seen the child abuser or awful person, tell anyone the truth about who they are. I know many who never apologize and fix in their own mind and lie to their family (they know its a lie) and never tell the trtuh at all…. lie every day of their life.